Yes ... I know. I know. I did the same thing. I said I would be coming and coming and I still have not. I apologize. Though I guess I have already done that too before. Well all I can say is that I truly and honestly don't know when I am going to be coming back. Eventually someday in the future will cover it. I simply don't have the resources or time at the moment. I am now working six days a week. Then there's school. Then there's ... something else that's very blah. Spluh. So yeah.

The Macbook is going to be something to look forward to in the future. Indeed and very much. I shall be a very happy Roxy when I will get it because I am going to enter an EXTREMELY productive writing phase in which I shall complete my novel. I promised myself I will not write another sentence until I am going to get it, and since my new year's resolution was to finish my novel in this year I suppose it should be safe to say that my laptop is going to be in my possesion this year.

I also know that there's not much point in writing this journal at this time. I just had a few minutes to spare and thought I should log on and see if I have any new messages from people since I have indeed ... been very absent. Well ... I suppose I am also going to wish you a wonderful new year ahead of you and hope you all had a jolly Merry Christmas. If you celebrate it of course. If not ... then I hope Hannukah was good. I don't know if I spelled it right but please bear with me. If you don't celebrate that then well since I am not aware of many other celebrations around that time I hope you had a fantastic time celebrating whatever you were and if not the opportunity for celebration was for you then I hope you were well regardless.

... today is not the best of days. For me I mean. It could be very good for you actually. Last night didn't look so good either ... or the past two weeks. In any case I should probably wrap this up by now. Thank you for reading my non-important journal entry if you have and if you didn't I don't hold it against you. It's mostly rambles.


Before I go I would just like to say how very much I would like to be in a big establishment with folks and be able to sing in front of them and be able to have a singing voice period. Karaoke-style. Maybe play some Queen. I dunno. This journal gets more pathetic as I'm writing it so for the good of society now I will stop. Maybe have a chat with an old friend - Lady Tiffany. Only one of you will know who that is. Even then lol I don't know if it's a good sign.


dusty OUT!