Yes ... I know. I know. I did the same thing. I said I would be coming and coming and I still have not. I apologize. Though I guess I have already done that too before. Well all I can say is that I truly and honestly don't know when I am going to be coming back. Eventually someday in the future will cover it. I simply don't have the resources or time at the moment. I am now working six days a week. Then there's school. Then there's ... something else that's very blah. Spluh. So yeah.

The Macbook is going to be something to look forward to in the future. Indeed and very much. I shall be a very happy Roxy when I will get it because I am going to enter an EXTREMELY productive writing phase in which I shall complete my novel. I promised myself I will not write another sentence until I am going to get it, and since my new year's resolution was to finish my novel in this year I suppose it should be safe to say that my laptop is going to be in my possesion this year.

I also know that there's not much point in writing this journal at this time. I just had a few minutes to spare and thought I should log on and see if I have any new messages from people since I have indeed ... been very absent. Well ... I suppose I am also going to wish you a wonderful new year ahead of you and hope you all had a jolly Merry Christmas. If you celebrate it of course. If not ... then I hope Hannukah was good. I don't know if I spelled it right but please bear with me. If you don't celebrate that then well since I am not aware of many other celebrations around that time I hope you had a fantastic time celebrating whatever you were and if not the opportunity for celebration was for you then I hope you were well regardless.

... today is not the best of days. For me I mean. It could be very good for you actually. Last night didn't look so good either ... or the past two weeks. In any case I should probably wrap this up by now. Thank you for reading my non-important journal entry if you have and if you didn't I don't hold it against you. It's mostly rambles.


Before I go I would just like to say how very much I would like to be in a big establishment with folks and be able to sing in front of them and be able to have a singing voice period. Karaoke-style. Maybe play some Queen. I dunno. This journal gets more pathetic as I'm writing it so for the good of society now I will stop. Maybe have a chat with an old friend - Lady Tiffany. Only one of you will know who that is. Even then lol I don't know if it's a good sign.


dusty OUT!

I have been trying to clean up my life. Lots of crap has been happening. Lots is over and more will come but at the moment I am in the middle of some things which more or less incapacitate me from diverting my attention in this corner. I know I promised I am going to be more active with the new account however too much has happened and I still did not get my new computer which really makes it hard since the old one is not working anymore. Father persists I will destroy his so my time here is quite limited. I am saving up as much as I can for my precious Macbook Pro however it's hard when you want the best of the best and you are also trying to stay on top of blasted bloody bills. *sigh*. What's a poor girl to do but take a moment to complain and then smile in the next knowing that the future brings good things. With that in mind I wish to let you know I am slowly going to crawl back here. I am going to enter quite a productive phase. Let's hope I don't take too long. Haha. See ya later my loves.

Hello everyone,


Thank you for sticking by through the changes, long times to get me of my feet, and all the other stuff I would add to this sentence if it only made sense.

Well, here is my new account. This one is new. This one is hip, it's fresh. lol. It's here to stay. I am going to add things on a steady rate I hope. I think that my time for deviantart is going to increase. The reason for that is that I have realized video games are taking over my life. So between, life, work, school, and video games, deviantArt had a very small place. That is going to change from now however, since I am only going to allow myself to play video games during the weekends. My oh my, they are darn addicting. So during the week I am going to be putting my mind to creative purposes. While being on dA much more, it does not mean that I am going to submit something every single day, and go through all of your galleries as much as I would like, since I have to go to work as well. Aside from dA, I am also going to be juggling my very first novel.

This novel is set around the time period of the second world war. That's right, Mr. Adolf is still around, being ... well, mean. My book is going to consist of a very interesting tale which binds a bit of surreality, with reality, a little fiction on my part, a love story, tragedy, and everything one could hope for in a novel. Wish me luck, since I am aiming to get it published.

So once again, thank you for those that have stuck around me during my massive unproductive period. From now on I promise I will produce, a lot more than I probably even should. I uploaded quite a few pieces today actually. I am looking forward to really beginning to make a name for myself here. Thank you all, my friends. May we have unforgettable memories to share in the years ahead.



~~~~~~~~~~~~~UPDATE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



Apparently now there is also some tagging ritual going on. My dear friend Stefan ----> , has alerted me. Well then. I suppose I should follow the process.


~~~The Tag Game:~~~

I got tagged by

~~~The rules:~~~

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.


1. My ferret's name is Brutus.

2. I'm among the tallest women you'll meet. (Currently 5'9''. )

3. I can juggle.

4. I was going to be named Sorana.

5. I sleep through everything & anything, anywhere.

6. I always need animals in my life.

7. I want an albino kid.

8. My first two kids names will be Elena & Benjamin.


I tag: , , and !!! Have fun guys !!!!